Ms_indeep was born and lived in the Midwest until age ten, then moved to Tampa, Fl.

The only child of conservative Midwestern parents, ms_indeep displayed early signs of liberal tendencies and non-conformist, feminist attitudes,

choosing to spend her time playing with boys, and showing more interest in science than dolls and playing house.

She graduated from the University of Florida with a major degree in education, and a minor in biology.

Like many young women of her era, she married at too young an age to a man with traditional male values & perspectives.

Her own intense sexual needs and curiosity were not being addressed by her young philandering husband,

but she was unabashed and bold enough to do her own sexual exploration, and learned through research that there were other women like herself,

who felt more than equal to their male counterparts. Her research led her into the investigation of female dominance, in all of its many permutations.

She was drawn to the toys and devices commonly used by female dominants in pursuing their pleasures,

and secretly acquired many of them, partly from her intellectual curiosity, and partly from an unexplainable sexual excitement.

Her frustration grew, and patience with her wandering husband finally reached a breaking point when he returned home one evening late from an "office party",

thoroughly intoxicated, and smelling of another woman's fragrance. He passed out on the bed, and she was forced (not the first time) to undress him.

When he passed out, he would remain out for several hours. It was then she discovered lipstick was smeared on the crotch of his jockey underwear.

Several hours later, he awakened to find himself lying on his back, each wrist bound to an ankle, a spreader bar between his legs, with pillows under his backside,

elevating it to make it highly vulnerable to potential abuse. He was unable to move, staring at his own cock.

This was the first time ever that ms_indeep had used a strap-on dildo, but, angry though she was, she felt a certain sexual excitement at what she knew she was about to do.

At first he raged and screamed at her, demanding that she release him, and demanded to know why she was doing this.

She responded that since he enjoyed fucking so much, she felt it was time he discovered what it was a like for a woman to be on the other end. 

He then became fearful; tried pleading, screaming, threatening "everything".to no avail. Perhaps out of instinct, or lack of experience,

she was gentle to begin with, which was the easiest way to enter a virgin. She learned this years later through a lot of experience.

But soon she was finding her movements easier, and they felt remarkably natural and quite empowering.

By his time he was wailing & moaning, and creating quite a racquet. His eyes widened in shock and disbelief when he realized he was going to ejaculate,

and he had nothing to do with causing it. Semen began to ooze from his limp, pathetic cock, and then suddenly gushed in explosive spurts with each of her powerful thrusts.

He was gasping at the time, and took most of it in the face and into his mouth.

Needless to say, this was a turning point in the marriage. He was never the same after that, having lost a measure of confidence in his own sexuality,

and instead became quite needy, downright feminine. The marriage ended soon after that, as ms_indeep was aware of an awakening within herself,

a newfound strength and sense of feminine power and control.

The year was 1981, and ms_indeep had earlier embarked on a career as a schoolteacher, which came quite naturally to someone who enjoyed authority.

For the next four years, she listlessly engaged in the dating game, exploring her reactions to a procession of men,

 using them sexually & discarding them before they even became aware of what had happened.

Ultimately, she realized that she was drawn to men who were more accommodating to her preferences, in a word, submissive.

Many men to whom she was drawn, in addition to being submissive, showed feminine feelings and sensitivities.

She found that she took a certain almost perverted pleasure in their embarrassment & discomfort,

and occasionally became sexually aroused when they experienced humiliation.

These experiences were accompanied by her continued research into feminine superiority, and all of the ways it could be explored and expressed.

In 1985, she met and developed a relationship with a genuinely submissive man. Through him, she discovered the fetish clubs and met other women,

who like herself, reveled in their comfortable superiority over the lesser sex. She was at last finding her natural place in the world.

She had no inclination to marry again, which would be to concede her freedom to take pleasure wherever she chose, a freedom she would never relinquish again in life.

n 1988, her submissive male friend was transferred from Miami, Fl., where ms_indeep had settled, to Spokane, Washington.

He pleaded with her to come with him, but she was not even mildly tempted, having grown quite secure in her own world.

She had purchased her own home, and in 1989, decided to remodel it. The architect she chose from several she interviewed, seemed particularly creative,

and was especially attentive to her directions, a quality she had come to insist on in men with whom she associated.

She had a clear vision of her desires, including a carefully concealed mirrored playpen, which she described to him in elaborate detail.

As she described the playpen, she was aware that her architect's hands were trembling as he took notes,

and his breathing had become ragged. She soon realized he was powerfully attracted to her. She could feel his eyes all over her body, when her back was turned.

She luxuriated in the power she clearly had developed over him.  She studied him physically carefully, and saw beneath the masculine veneer,

distinctly feminine qualities, which she had discovered in her research could easily be exploited to emasculate the most virile of men.

The project required two years to complete, and during that time, many intense meetings in intimate conditions had established a clear relationship.

One that had all of the characteristics of a mistress and her devoted servant. Pushing him over the edge proved quite effortless.

She invited him over one evening, and after  relaxing over a glass of chardonnay, announced that she wished to explore how functional her new playpen could be,

and how well the mirrors could be exploited for arousing those engaged in play.  It started out as a mere study of viewing angles.

She insisted on putting on one of her strap-on dildos, on the pretense that she wished to examine its visual effect in the mirrors.

When he saw her poised above him, with a firm, confident look in her eyes, he flushed completely red, aware of a sudden weakness in his legs.

Ms_indeep noticed immediately a bulge developing in his trousers, and a distinct wet spot forming at the tip of the bulge.

She gently pushed him back on the bed, and was soon introducing him to a side of his sexuality that he had no idea existed. 

He was an anal virgin, but is no longer. Shortly thereafter, she took him in, allowing him to set up an office in one room of her home.

Today, he, is primarily, she, having been transformed by ms_indeep into a perfect little house whore, whom she has re-named "Bobbi",

derived from his previous male name, Robert.

Ms_indeep is not lesbian, but she has found that by transforming this particular male submissive into a little shemale slut,

the total emasculation results in "her" being completely subjugated to the will of the Mistress.  At the insistence of ms_indeep,

Bobbi assists in the training sessions and endures the humiliation, again and again, of seeing his mistress enjoying the pleasure of other submissives.

Ms_indeep has also trained Bobbi in the art of administering erotic enemas, an act she enjoys, in part because she is given the opportunity to witness another submissive being humiliated in the presence of the Mistress.

Having discovered the power over males that she possesses, Ms_indeep determined recently to devote full time to the pursuit of pleasure as a dominatrix.